I can see no reflection if I look in my mirror.
The person I see is no more like me.
I feel like an actress, playing on her stage.
And I look like a stranger, even to myself.
How hard is it to change, when nobody cares.
I tried everything, but nothing helped.
My time is flowing away, day after day.
And heavy rain out there makes me feel so sad.
And I wonder, will i open my eyes?
Maybe somehow, there’s no need to say bye
And I’m waiting for answers, will I find my own way
Here I am now, here I am now
How hard is it to meet people’s expectations
It’s like a stone above your shoulders, and you can’t carry it (anymore)
I’m searching for a place, where I could find myself
no worries, no more lies, just to live as I am
And I wonder, will i open my eyes?
Maybe somehow, there’s no need to say bye
And I’m waiting for answers, will I find my own way
Here I am now, here I am now
Here I am now
Symphony Boulevard 